urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx ..dream about me Miss lindz 2008-10-02T13:00:16Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:38825 2008-10-02T13:00:16Z 2008-10-02T13:00:16Z <lj-embed id="2" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:38559 2008-07-08T19:37:11Z 2008-07-08T19:37:11Z i just have to keep reminding myself that Im making $76.00 a day by sitting here by myself rather than 0 a day and playin' with summer time.<br /><br /><br />..sometimes it doesnt help. lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:38176 2008-06-25T20:20:58Z 2008-06-25T20:20:58Z the snow -the eastern sea. whenever i get with a guy the sweetness kinda goes away? lol<br /><br />Im not saying Im having any problems in my relationship, because Im not.<br />Ive just noticed that the sweet and romantic things that they used to or "said" they would do never happen again or dont happen at all.<br /><br /><br /><br />boys, you aint nothin' but a bunch of talk. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:37998 2008-06-13T14:46:04Z 2008-06-13T14:46:04Z <b>UPDATE</b>:<br />+ moved into a righteous apartment.<br />-/+ all i ever do is work and sleep and smoke lol<br />+ MJG camping trip coming up and Im so pumped!<br />- i hate working 8 to 430 everyday. i wanna shoot myself.<br />- my room feels like it'll never be totally unpacked.<br />+ Drew and I are doing really well, and I love him so much lol<br /><br /><br />Who do you tell everything to?<br />Drew, Chelsea, Mom.<br /><br />Did you speak to your mother today?<br />I havent yet, but I will.<br /><br />How many months until your birthday?<br />5..dang! 5 months until I'm twenty.<br /><br />Last person who called you?<br />my babe last night ♥<br /><br />What is the last movie you watched?<br />law&order svu dvd!<br /><br />Who's bothering you right now?<br />I'm tired, woek up late..so everything was rushed.<br />and now Im way jealous of all my friends that dont have work until 1 or 3.<br />damn you all.<br /><br />Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?<br />over and over.<br /><br />Are you happy?<br />I'm alright. sleeeeeepppyyy.<br /><br />Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?<br />mos def.<br /><br />Where is your number one right now?<br />sleeping in my bed. not fair.<br /><br />Are you taking anyone for granted?<br />nope.<br /><br />What's the last bone you broke?<br />I have not ever broken a bone.<br /><br />How many letters are in your last name?<br />7<br /><br />What are you excited about?<br />I get paid today, and might be getting a tattoo tomorrow.<br /><br />Do you have any tattoos or piercings?<br />ahah how funny! I just have my ears pierced. I might get a tattoo tomorrow if my pay check allows it lol<br /><br />Have you ever kissed in the rain?<br />mm hmm.<br /><br />Do you curse a lot?<br />I've got a dirty mouth.<br /><br />What's the last thing that made you smile?<br />it was a beautiful morning. the drive to work was amazing lol<br /><br />Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?<br />home.<br /><br />Did you just wake up?<br />nope. been awake for two hours nigga.<br /><br />What's the color of the soap in your bathroom?<br />greeeeeeeeen.<br /><br />Who was your last text from?<br />mayne, i aint even gawn look.<br /><br />Are you a player?<br />nope.<br /><br />Have you seen all the Rocky movies?<br />yes, i had to when i was little. its my step dad's favorite movie series thing.<br /><br />Do you like the color gray?<br />its aight.<br /><br />Do you think you can last for an hour without talking?<br />I do it all the time.<br /><br />When was the last time you saw the third person on your top friends?<br />that would be drewby and I saw him as I was shutting the door to my room this morning on my way out. Hot Ass.<br /><br />What are you doing after this?<br />working, tryin' to make it through the last day before the weekend.<br /><br />Do you have a lot of regrets?<br />naw<br /><br />Have you ever regretted letting someone go?<br />mm, at first..but Im in a much healthier and better situation now.<br /><br />Is there anyone who doesn't like you?<br />ahaha Uhhh Im sure.<br /><br />Are looks important?<br />Sadly, yes. People in the world are very judgemental.<br />I understand if you want to express yourself and all that but be prepared for stares and rudeness lol because you're bringing that all onto yourself.<br /><br />Last song you heard?<br />carousel-blink 182.<br /><br />Do you believe in love?<br />mm hmm &hearts;<br /><br />Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?<br />sometimes. depends on the act.<br /><br />What is your middle name?<br />Ann.<br /><br />Whens the last time you looked in a dictionary?<br />aha uhh, dictionary.com count?<br /><br />When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?<br />back when I lived at home still, so prolly last summer.<br />shit dawg, its already been a year since I moved out.<br /><br />Where did you sleep last night?<br />in my bed.<br /><br />Are you picky about spelling and grammar?<br />mm, sometimes.<br />I used to be A LOT!<br /><br />Look outside, how's the weather outside?<br />sunny as a mo fucka.<br /><br />Do the speakers on your computer work?<br />mm hmm.<br /><br />What are the last thing you saw on TV? <br />l&o svu.<br /><br />Do you have a job?<br />got to, i gotz billz nukka. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:37686 2008-04-24T14:53:53Z 2008-04-24T14:53:53Z I hate rushed days.<br />because then you're in the mindset of rushing..<br />and when things slow down...you are still in rush mode.<br />...thats me right now, and its way sucky.<br />so, i'll do one of these.<br />sup.<br /><br /><br />According to your ex, you are?<br />Lindz.<br /><br /><br />Do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING?<br />Aha Yea, everything. good and bad.<br /><br /><br /><br />When was the last time you had butterflies?<br />Last night. Drew kept making googly eyes at me.<br /><br /><br /><br />When is the last time you showered?<br />last night.<br /><br /><br /><br />If you're single, why?<br />Im happily taken &hearts;<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />How many of your top friends have you kissed?<br />all of them except suicide girls.<br />so, 7.<br />even though i wanna. ahah jk jk.<br /><br /><br /><br />When was the last time you talked to your number 1?<br />this morning. she called me on my way to work.<br /><br /><br /><br />Have you ever cried and didn't know why?<br />I am the most emotional person you will meet.<br />I cry when Im sad, mad, stressed, happy. ahah<br /><br /><br />Who was the last person you slept in a bed with?<br />my baby brother.<br /><br /><br /><br />Do you have any plans for tomorrow?<br />school. work. chill.<br /><br /><br />Do you like your name?<br />mm hmm. ive grown to like it.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Do you like being in pictures?<br />yes!<br /><br /><br /><br />Have you ever been more attracted to a significant others sibling than them?<br />nope.<br /><br /><br />is your bedroom window open?<br />nuh uh. we have to keep it closed.<br /><br /><br /><br />Do you have any tattoos?<br />nope. i want some though. <br />oh cash flow, where are you?<br /><br /><br />Do you have any piercings?<br />earskis.<br /><br /><br />Do you know anyone with a lisp?<br />I dont think so?<br /><br /><br />Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J, P, or T?<br />mm hmm.<br /><br /><br />Do you prefer warm or cold weather?<br />cold. but more so like houston fall cold.<br />sweater it up, or dont sweater it up.<br /><br /><br /><br />What do you currently hear right now?<br />birds.<br /><br /><br /><br />What do you think your best friend's doing right now?<br />she is at our home..maybe watching tv? aha<br /><br /><br /><br />How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?<br />mm..mid-late twenties. or thats when id like to. ahah<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Would you rather watch football or baseball?<br />BASEBALL!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Who is your number one person on your friends list?<br />Chelsea May.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Do you feel like dancing?<br />no way. i feel like crashing in my parents huge comfy bed.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />How much money do you have on you?<br />maybe like twenty?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?<br />nope.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />What made you happy today?<br />aha mm..not to sound negative..but nothing yet.<br /><br /><br /><br />Did you date anyone this past summer?<br />mmm on and off.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />How's your ex doing?<br />good i hope.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Is there someone you want to fight?<br />ahah id lose, hands down. but i would like to hit a hoe.<br /><br /><br />Song playing right now?<br />nothing :(<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />What are you thinking about right now?<br />how awful I must look right now. I woke up late and had to get my brothers off to school and didnt have time for myself so I just threw clothes on and wrapped a scarf in my hair. ahah. Oh, I also went to bed with my hair wet..so my hair is everywhere!<br /><br /><br /><br />What’s your middle name?<br />Ann. Simple simple.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />What were you doing an hour ago?<br />driving. stuck in traffic.<br /><br /><br />Do you secretly like someone?<br />its not a secret. <br /><br /><br />Where were you Friday night?<br />my apartment.<br /><br /><br /><br />Do you wear the seatbelt in the car?<br />yes ma'am.<br /><br /><br /><br />Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?<br />I dont think so, or at least I dont remember.<br /><br /><br /><br />Next vacation you're going on?<br />camping this summer!<br /><br /><br /><br />do you like to text or call more?<br />mm depends on who it is.<br />close friends, call!<br />accountances, text. aha<br /><br /><br /><br />What the closest blue object to you?<br />post it note.<br /><br /><br /><br />Is there anyone you hate?<br />hate? not anymore.<br />just dislike.<br />Im trying my "heartest" this year.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Where was your last long road trip to?<br />uh...ahah last semester when I would go to Nac?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />What is the weather like today?<br />the weather SEEMS to be looking crappy.<br />humid and hot.<br />yay! lets add more to lindsay's frizzball.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Was your last kiss drunk or sober?<br />sober.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Where will you be in an hour?<br />same spot I am right now.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />What were you doing at 10:00am?<br />Its ten right now :D and I am doing this. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:37490 2008-04-07T20:21:16Z 2008-04-07T20:21:16Z <lj-embed id="1" /><br /><br />We could all learn a thing or two from the beatles.<br />Dig it, love it, embrace it man.<br /><br /><br /><br />Plus, Paul McCartney is such a fox. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:37325 2008-03-20T14:30:28Z 2008-03-20T14:30:28Z she & him- take it back <center><a href="http://s274.photobucket.com/albums/jj246/jazzo83/?action=view&amp;current=broke.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i274.photobucket.com/albums/jj246/jazzo83/broke.jpg" border="0" alt="Broke"></a><br /><br><br /><br><br />So, being in debt isnt so bad right?<br />I've actually learned alot from this past week..<br />on conserving my money and spending it wisely.<br />I guess it needed to come sometime! and better now than when Im older with wittle babies and milks for them.<br /><br /><br />Uhm an update?<br />Ok :D<br /><br />I got into a car accident exactly a week ago.<br />I have no money, and actually owe my bank 59 bucks.<br />overdrafting is a bitch!<br /><br />Im still working alot, and schooling alot.<br />I need the money and the education.<br />those are muy importante things ya know.<br /><br />Im in desperate need of a hair cut<br />(Any one wanna hook it up?)<br />Its grown out too much, and I have no money. aha<br /><br />All my tax return money went towards<br />wreck<br />insurance<br />food<br /><br />I think im exhausting myself this week.<br />I wake up every morning and hate my life because I am so flippin' tired.<br />and today sug'd because i was cold and tired.<br />this weekend will be nothing but rest fest for me.<br /><br /><br />From the accident, I have found out just how sweet and wonderful my friends are.<br />they tell me they are giving me rides to and from work and school.<br />..not ask, but tell.<br />They know im desperate and they're being such wittle sweeties.<br />i love them all so much.<br />DCT &hearts;<br /><br />my family is also being very supportive about this matter.<br />Seriously, i have such a strong foundation and I have never been happier.<br /><br /><br />take it easy friends.</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:36648 2007-10-26T19:03:04Z 2007-10-26T19:03:04Z Im scared you screwed me up so badly, that I wont be okay for a while.<br /><br />"I gave you everything, but I couldn't give enough.<br />Then you threw stones at me and said that they were thrown in love" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:36374 2007-08-27T16:15:19Z 2007-08-27T16:15:19Z feist-let it die <p align="center"> <a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/tightnight_/drew2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a> <br><br />we all need a new start.<br />this summer..was probably the toughest expericence I have ever been through.<br /><b>Car Accident.<br />Break Up.<br />Not Moving.<br />Then Breaking up Again lol<br />Then actually moving out.</b><br /><br />I just want to start over.<br />Get away from the bullshit.<br />So I am.<br /> <br /> Fresh Start.<br /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:36243 2007-08-13T05:12:41Z 2007-08-13T05:12:41Z <p align="center"><br /><img src="http://207.58.155.90/~leblanc/images/uploads/tinman.jpg" /><br />Aint that the truth </p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:35870 2007-08-09T23:45:08Z 2007-08-09T23:45:08Z lily allen <center><img src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_a7jkcMVp5Vg/RrUl_fOfJLI/AAAAAAAABXo/aT6r4DpKEJM/s1600-h/follow.jpg" /><br /><br><br />ill miss you alot..alotalotalot.<br /><br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:35663 2007-08-08T03:53:24Z 2007-08-08T03:53:24Z i dont want to do this without you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:35579 2007-08-07T16:53:33Z 2007-08-07T16:53:33Z mogwai both of you have fucked up so badly.<br />You're a dumb fucking cunt who likes to fucking ruin things.<br />and You're a liar who ruined things.<br /><br />I just can't believe after telling people how much you miss your precious boyfriend you'd go and do this.<br />And I just cant believe you tell me you love me and do this.<br /><br /><br />This is so hard.<br />And so Scary.<br /><br />I want..need you in my life.<br />But not if youre going to fuck up.<br /><br />And Sorry, But you're just a fucking CUNT who I will never respect.<br />I Hate you..and I mean it from the bottom of my heart.<br />Ive only felt that way about one other person.<br />But you can take it all.<br /><br /><br />fuck you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:35252 2007-07-12T23:07:34Z 2007-07-12T23:08:54Z <p align="center"> <a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/tightnight_/c-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a> <br><br /><br><br />Thats my attitude lately.<br />Real Chill.<br />My Love &hearts;<br />My bestfriend &hearts;<br /><br><br />Things seem to be working out.<br />And im so thankful.<br /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:34678 2007-07-09T05:14:21Z 2007-07-09T05:14:21Z <p align="center"><br />i love you..and i will always love you.<br />and right now if you came back to me, id take you...without a second thought.<br /><b>but i cant do this on my own. </b><br />I cant sit around waiting for something to happen.<br />What if it doesnt?<br />Im tired of waiting..and hoping.<br />As much as I love you, i love myself as well.<br />Im here for you..<br />You're my best friend!<br />But romanticaly, for now, I cant.<br />I need you to show me you want me.<br />again..i love you. and if you want to make this work..then lets do it.<br /><br><br /><br><br />Am i just a fucking walking contridiction?<br /><br><br />it all makes sense in my head.<br /><br><br /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:34559 2007-07-06T18:06:19Z 2007-07-06T18:06:19Z <p align="center"><br />im trying, really..i am.<br />but this is getting hard, very hard. :(<br /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:34118 2007-07-01T05:53:22Z 2007-07-01T05:55:39Z paramore <p align="center">certain things i see..<br />certain things i hear..<br /><br><br />Man, Why do people tend to let you down so much?<br />it's such a drag.<br /><br><br />and you, oh you. :D<br />you still make my heart flutter.<br />and yet, you scare me.<br /><br><br /><b>you, my bb</b> are what i want.<br />always..always &lt;3.<br /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:34001 2007-06-28T15:30:17Z 2007-06-28T15:30:17Z <p align="center"> We're gonna be ok. <br><br /><big><big>Everything will be ok</big></big><br><br />&hearts; &hearts;<br /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:33537 2007-06-26T17:00:42Z 2007-06-26T17:00:42Z the blow- true affection <p align="center"> Can you just <b>REALIZE</b> it already?.<br />I have! We are meant to be.<br><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/tightnight_/lindz1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:33340 2007-06-26T05:58:22Z 2007-06-26T05:58:22Z blone redhead it gets easier..and harder..all at the same time. :(/:)<br />i dont know. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:33168 2007-06-22T04:50:28Z 2007-06-22T04:50:28Z mxpx..heh <p align="center"> <big><big><big> Everything Sucks when <b>You're</b> gone. </big> <br><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/tightnight_/l_3ba5f6f78a719ae44500749a7c939f8b.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br /></p></big></big> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:32886 2007-06-20T15:07:26Z 2007-06-20T15:13:30Z how could this happen?<br />i'll give you time.<br />i'll give you space.<br />but it hurts.<br />and i need you, want you.<br /><b>now</b><br />you're the only one who can make my heart feel rest.<br />please, baby.<br /><br /><br />"come back to me my, my darling"<br />i never thought id actually need those lyrics.<br />:( :( :(<br /><br />ive never been this sad..ever.<br /><br />are you just scared? we have a future..and is that whats the problem?<br />what about Austin in August.<br />What am I supposed to do?<br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="right"> you are my heart, my best friend, my lover. How can i feel ok with this when we still love each other? please dont do this. it's a mistake! it has to be!! </p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:32699 2007-06-19T14:21:24Z 2007-06-19T14:21:24Z This is killing me..<br />i hope you know.<br />i want to be able to hold you.<br />and kiss you<br />and i want you to make everything better again urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:32297 2007-06-19T04:17:14Z 2007-06-19T04:17:14Z my life..<br />is gone.<br />after three years<br />gone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:byebyebeautfulx:32130 2007-06-15T15:36:44Z 2007-06-15T15:36:44Z dc4c ive been thinking.<br /><br />and you cant take this away from me.<br />i've worked too hard..<br />i've loved too much..<br />i've cared for too long.<br /><br />this is something that can't be broken.<br />i wish you could read this.<br />so you could see..<br />you dont know what you're messing with.