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[08 Jul 2008|02:36pm] |
i just have to keep reminding myself that Im making $76.00 a day by sitting here by myself rather than 0 a day and playin' with summer time.
..sometimes it doesnt help. lol
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[25 Jun 2008|03:19pm] |
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whenever i get with a guy the sweetness kinda goes away? lol
Im not saying Im having any problems in my relationship, because Im not.
Ive just noticed that the sweet and romantic things that they used to or "said" they would do never happen again or dont happen at all.
boys, you aint nothin' but a bunch of talk.
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[13 Jun 2008|09:33am] |
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UPDATE:
+ moved into a righteous apartment.
-/+ all i ever do is work and sleep and smoke lol
+ MJG camping trip coming up and Im so pumped!
- i hate working 8 to 430 everyday. i wanna shoot myself.
- my room feels like it'll never be totally unpacked.
+ Drew and I are doing really well, and I love him so much lol
Who do you tell everything to?
Drew, Chelsea, Mom.
Did you speak to your mother today?
I havent yet, but I will.
How many months until your birthday?
5..dang! 5 months until I'm twenty.
Last person who called you?
my babe last night ♥
What is the last movie you watched?
law&order svu dvd!
Who's bothering you right now?
I'm tired, woek up late..so everything was rushed.
and now Im way jealous of all my friends that dont have work until 1 or 3.
damn you all.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
over and over.
Are you happy?
I'm alright. sleeeeeepppyyy.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
mos def.
Where is your number one right now?
sleeping in my bed. not fair.
Are you taking anyone for granted?
nope.
What's the last bone you broke?
I have not ever broken a bone.
How many letters are in your last name?
7
What are you excited about?
I get paid today, and might be getting a tattoo tomorrow.
Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ahah how funny! I just have my ears pierced. I might get a tattoo tomorrow if my pay check allows it lol
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
mm hmm.
Do you curse a lot?
I've got a dirty mouth.
What's the last thing that made you smile?
it was a beautiful morning. the drive to work was amazing lol
Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
home.
Did you just wake up?
nope. been awake for two hours nigga.
What's the color of the soap in your bathroom?
greeeeeeeeen.
Who was your last text from?
mayne, i aint even gawn look.
Are you a player?
nope.
Have you seen all the Rocky movies?
yes, i had to when i was little. its my step dad's favorite movie series thing.
Do you like the color gray?
its aight.
Do you think you can last for an hour without talking?
I do it all the time.
When was the last time you saw the third person on your top friends?
that would be drewby and I saw him as I was shutting the door to my room this morning on my way out. Hot Ass.
What are you doing after this?
working, tryin' to make it through the last day before the weekend.
Do you have a lot of regrets?
naw
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
mm, at first..but Im in a much healthier and better situation now.
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
ahaha Uhhh Im sure.
Are looks important?
Sadly, yes. People in the world are very judgemental.
I understand if you want to express yourself and all that but be prepared for stares and rudeness lol because you're bringing that all onto yourself.
Last song you heard?
carousel-blink 182.
Do you believe in love?
mm hmm ♥
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
sometimes. depends on the act.
What is your middle name?
Ann.
Whens the last time you looked in a dictionary?
aha uhh, dictionary.com count?
When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
back when I lived at home still, so prolly last summer.
shit dawg, its already been a year since I moved out.
Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed.
Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
mm, sometimes.
I used to be A LOT!
Look outside, how's the weather outside?
sunny as a mo fucka.
Do the speakers on your computer work?
mm hmm.
What are the last thing you saw on TV?
l&o svu.
Do you have a job?
got to, i gotz billz nukka.
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[24 Apr 2008|09:41am] |
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I hate rushed days.
because then you're in the mindset of rushing..
and when things slow down...you are still in rush mode.
...thats me right now, and its way sucky.
so, i'll do one of these.
sup.
According to your ex, you are?
Lindz.
Do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING?
Aha Yea, everything. good and bad.
When was the last time you had butterflies?
Last night. Drew kept making googly eyes at me.
When is the last time you showered?
last night.
If you're single, why?
Im happily taken ♥
How many of your top friends have you kissed?
all of them except suicide girls.
so, 7.
even though i wanna. ahah jk jk.
When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
this morning. she called me on my way to work.
Have you ever cried and didn't know why?
I am the most emotional person you will meet.
I cry when Im sad, mad, stressed, happy. ahah
Who was the last person you slept in a bed with?
my baby brother.
Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
school. work. chill.
Do you like your name?
mm hmm. ive grown to like it.
Do you like being in pictures?
yes!
Have you ever been more attracted to a significant others sibling than them?
nope.
is your bedroom window open?
nuh uh. we have to keep it closed.
Do you have any tattoos?
nope. i want some though.
oh cash flow, where are you?
Do you have any piercings?
earskis.
Do you know anyone with a lisp?
I dont think so?
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J, P, or T?
mm hmm.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
cold. but more so like houston fall cold.
sweater it up, or dont sweater it up.
What do you currently hear right now?
birds.
What do you think your best friend's doing right now?
she is at our home..maybe watching tv? aha
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
mm..mid-late twenties. or thats when id like to. ahah
Would you rather watch football or baseball?
BASEBALL!
Who is your number one person on your friends list?
Chelsea May.
Do you feel like dancing?
no way. i feel like crashing in my parents huge comfy bed.
How much money do you have on you?
maybe like twenty?
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
nope.
What made you happy today?
aha mm..not to sound negative..but nothing yet.
Did you date anyone this past summer?
mmm on and off.
How's your ex doing?
good i hope.
Is there someone you want to fight?
ahah id lose, hands down. but i would like to hit a hoe.
Song playing right now?
nothing :(
What are you thinking about right now?
how awful I must look right now. I woke up late and had to get my brothers off to school and didnt have time for myself so I just threw clothes on and wrapped a scarf in my hair. ahah. Oh, I also went to bed with my hair wet..so my hair is everywhere!
What’s your middle name?
Ann. Simple simple.
What were you doing an hour ago?
driving. stuck in traffic.
Do you secretly like someone?
its not a secret.
Where were you Friday night?
my apartment.
Do you wear the seatbelt in the car?
yes ma'am.
Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?
I dont think so, or at least I dont remember.
Next vacation you're going on?
camping this summer!
do you like to text or call more?
mm depends on who it is.
close friends, call!
accountances, text. aha
What the closest blue object to you?
post it note.
Is there anyone you hate?
hate? not anymore.
just dislike.
Im trying my "heartest" this year.
Where was your last long road trip to?
uh...ahah last semester when I would go to Nac?
What is the weather like today?
the weather SEEMS to be looking crappy.
humid and hot.
yay! lets add more to lindsay's frizzball.
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
sober.
Where will you be in an hour?
same spot I am right now.
What were you doing at 10:00am?
Its ten right now :D and I am doing this.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:20pm] |
We could all learn a thing or two from the beatles.
Dig it, love it, embrace it man.
Plus, Paul McCartney is such a fox.
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[20 Mar 2008|08:22am] |
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So, being in debt isnt so bad right?
I've actually learned alot from this past week..
on conserving my money and spending it wisely.
I guess it needed to come sometime! and better now than when Im older with wittle babies and milks for them.
Uhm an update?
Ok :D
I got into a car accident exactly a week ago.
I have no money, and actually owe my bank 59 bucks.
overdrafting is a bitch!
Im still working alot, and schooling alot.
I need the money and the education.
those are muy importante things ya know.
Im in desperate need of a hair cut
(Any one wanna hook it up?)
Its grown out too much, and I have no money. aha
All my tax return money went towards
wreck
insurance
food
I think im exhausting myself this week.
I wake up every morning and hate my life because I am so flippin' tired.
and today sug'd because i was cold and tired.
this weekend will be nothing but rest fest for me.
From the accident, I have found out just how sweet and wonderful my friends are.
they tell me they are giving me rides to and from work and school.
..not ask, but tell.
They know im desperate and they're being such wittle sweeties.
i love them all so much.
DCT ♥
my family is also being very supportive about this matter.
Seriously, i have such a strong foundation and I have never been happier.
take it easy friends.
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[26 Oct 2007|01:57pm] |
Im scared you screwed me up so badly, that I wont be okay for a while.
"I gave you everything, but I couldn't give enough.
Then you threw stones at me and said that they were thrown in love"
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we all need a new start.
this summer..was probably the toughest expericence I have ever been through.
Car Accident.
Break Up.
Not Moving.
Then Breaking up Again lol
Then actually moving out.
I just want to start over.
Get away from the bullshit.
So I am.
Fresh Start.
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[13 Aug 2007|12:11am] |
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Aint that the truth
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[09 Aug 2007|06:43pm] |
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ill miss you alot..alotalotalot.
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[07 Aug 2007|10:52pm] |
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[07 Aug 2007|11:49am] |
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both of you have fucked up so badly.
You're a dumb fucking cunt who likes to fucking ruin things.
and You're a liar who ruined things.
I just can't believe after telling people how much you miss your precious boyfriend you'd go and do this.
And I just cant believe you tell me you love me and do this.
This is so hard.
And so Scary.
I want..need you in my life.
But not if youre going to fuck up.
And Sorry, But you're just a fucking CUNT who I will never respect.
I Hate you..and I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
Ive only felt that way about one other person.
But you can take it all.
fuck you.
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[12 Jul 2007|06:02pm] |
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Thats my attitude lately.
Real Chill.
My Love ♥
My bestfriend ♥
Things seem to be working out.
And im so thankful.
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[09 Jul 2007|12:05am] |
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i love you..and i will always love you.
and right now if you came back to me, id take you...without a second thought.
but i cant do this on my own.
I cant sit around waiting for something to happen.
What if it doesnt?
Im tired of waiting..and hoping.
As much as I love you, i love myself as well.
Im here for you..
You're my best friend!
But romanticaly, for now, I cant.
I need you to show me you want me.
again..i love you. and if you want to make this work..then lets do it.
Am i just a fucking walking contridiction?
it all makes sense in my head.
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[06 Jul 2007|01:05pm] |
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im trying, really..i am.
but this is getting hard, very hard. :(
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[30 Jun 2007|12:51am] |
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certain things i see..
certain things i hear..
Man, Why do people tend to let you down so much?
it's such a drag.
and you, oh you. :D
you still make my heart flutter.
and yet, you scare me.
you, my bb are what i want.
always..always <3.
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[27 Jun 2007|10:29am] |
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We're gonna be ok.
Everything will be ok
♥ ♥
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[25 Jun 2007|11:41am] |
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Can you just REALIZE it already?.
I have! We are meant to be.
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it gets easier..and harder..all at the same time. :(/:)
i dont know.
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